Saturday, February 4, 2006:
today was crazy. was out in the hot hot sun burning myself at adventure world, perth. and the rides were hot and the grass was hot and everything was just.. HOT. anyway. yah. photos will be up soon. hopefully. HEEHEE. ah well.
school's been alright i guess. except during religion i just felt so homesick ): we had to do this worksheet thing, which was like about what you wanted to do for the now, and your dreams and your hopes. and all i could think about for the now was to buy myself a ticket back to singapore and go home. like now. and then there was the hopes dreams and now bit for your friendships as well and i was like, i miss everyone back home! and i just felt like crying then. ): it was a bad lesson i tell you ): and luckily no one was talking to me so i could just reflect on my own without bursting into tears. heh. sounds bad doesnt it. ):
you know how God wants us to keep trusting him and believe that he has a plan for us and its the best thing that will ever happen to us? i find it so hard to trust in him how.. ): like why send me here and let me suffer. ): maybe its just cos he wants me to have a better relationship with him. but its so.... difficult to do so. sigh. especially to sound happy when i'm not. bleah. i just feel like going home and being with my friends. but i guess i should give up so easily, hey? especially when God's plan is always bigger than mine.
OH MY GOOSE. and results might come out on my birthday. i just realised something. if i do badly, i wont have anyone to get a hug from and cry to. and what a surprise on my birthday! ): how now brown cow.
bleah. dont really feel like blogging anymore. maybe another day. (you know what, the stupid photo gallery thing isnt working that well. so maybe i'll have to post the pictures up when i get home :S )
a shout of praise.
4:36 PM
